I just wanna be happy,

The reason why I have not been updating  my blog is, many many...ok many many many many.. BAD THINGS had happned. Like death of my dearest Valli akka. Problems at home. Problems of my own which was too diffcult for me to handle on my own, I wanna thank everyone who was there for me, Govan, Mirah, Nico, Iqa and her gang. Tina, and Vijay. You have no idea how much of weight you guys have lifted off my shoulders. Thank you once again for helping me, you all will definetly be blessed but not me. I've sin.


At home, so who thinks being a elder sister is tough? Haha ouh ouhhh..it's tougher than you think, you gotta be a good example? Sometimes a bitch..You gotta be strict to your younger siblings, why? Just for fun right?? HELL NO, ALL FOR THEIR OWN GOOD! How do we know? Duh! We've experienced bullshit way before them!! Sometimes it's a heartache, sometimes it's a headache most of the time it's my parents whom I pity. I told to myself, If I ever had a child..I'll never be as patient like my dad. Daddy your too good. You always tell me prayers changes things and I will still hold onto that hope.



Enough of ordeals,

It's Christmas!!
Hope everyone's having a jolly good time for Christmas!!
This year my X'mas was the best, I gotta say, played games.. cheering all the way..singing Christmas carols.. ok that I'm kidding. After Christmas with the Paul's, the next day was Christmas at Uncle Joe's house. I only got to spend time with them like less than a hour ..sadly. But but.. just because it was my baby's bday!! DEC 26! I had to rush rush rush..met Shalan.. then we were off to Boon lay..first we went to a  pondo nearby his place to set out the candles that I had planned, in the end the wind blew it, like really blew it!!!! So we changed venue to the street soccer court-last thing on my mind, but it worked out! We placed candles in a form that shows "HAPPY 19 GOVAN". So I got my friends to blindfold him and as planned he was really surprised, WEEEE!!!!! So i finally wished him "HAPPY BDAY GOVAN" got my favourite hug and then the boys started their cooking skills on govan.. tomatoe, ketchup sauce.. all the ingredients you could think of!

 That night beside him, thank god he did'nt smell of, who knows what!!


Next morning, we woke up only 3 plus! HAHAHA GOD!! I had to clean his place and he helped so did Shalan. Only the 3 of us were home. By then was 6 plus? We went to eat nearby his place cuz I was craving for Indian Food, THOSAI, lol. Went back to his place and I took out the games that I had prepare for Govan. So..Shalan, Pandy, Govan, Siva, Sky and Sharm were involved. We played my new version of "Guess who". Govan's card was the cutest.. I stick the note to his forehead saying "I am a pad" so he had to guess what he is, he can only ask questions that has a reply of YES OR NO. And so he asked.. "can this be eaten", "am I red in colour" and all started giggling.. all whispered..after result yup! Hahaha tell you I had fun watching him! Thank god he sent me home cuz I was so damn late!! Anyway Govan, if you are reading this, hope you had a great time and enjoyed, Once again a very happy Birthday and I love you so much.
Just remember I was 19 before you! HAHAH