Better in time

I need to distress, alot has been happenin.. probs at home..school..work..oh dont get me started with relationships.. just yesterday..I told to the love of my life I didnt want him due to some reasons I dont wish to mention down here..I told him straight in the eye I didnt want him.. and can it get any worse? Yup- I told to his parents too!! Yupyup.. And for the first time, I saw my love cried.. infront of me.. how can I go away when his crying?? HOW? Even then I still hold onto my decision..that I didnt want him.. He maybe the most grumpiest, and when it comes to his TEMPER, Oh jesus! Seriouzzzzzzzzzzzzzllyyy..BYE. BUT BUT BUT, i see innocence in his eyes, I know its lame but it's true.. he has a really soft heart. And when i think of it.. I just couldnt walk away, after all...all his friend..parents and siblings didnt want me to leave him, so how could I? I don't know guys, if Ive made the right decision but..Ive decided to give him one more chance for us to be together, hope it works out by god's grace. A painful time like this means I need some time wit my GFS!!!!!!!!! See those pics? Amirah and Nico, they're my closest..in class we're like the DANGEROUS TRIO-RAWR! Hahaha serious!! Ask anyone! We're always late, always imagining things to ourselves, always laughing..always eating.. I love em to the bits!!!! So sad I couldnt visit them for raye- damn, my work! Haiss, i hope everything falls into place, quickly.