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Burrrrr!

2011-01-15T02:06:00.000+08:00

Let me guess the weather for tmrw, Hmmm.. rainy? The day after-RAINY? What's with the weather??? Everytime it rains I just hope Govan isn't riding bike, just makes me worried sick I tell you. Friday -last day of weekday~ FINALLY! We learned the full Indian head massage, Boring. After school had lunch at Cafe 1, the usual..saw UMA! Gave her recommendations on what to eat in cafe 1, haha she just looks so adorable in her uniform unlike me a pure white uniform with Mee Goreng stains on it -.-

Amirah on the other hand messaged Nico that she wont be able to attend schoo as she had sighness* HAHAHA [Sinus] Nico and myself laughed and we told to each other everyone has SIGHNESS not SINUS. LOL! After school me and Nico went to Vivo went to wash eyes AT CLOTHES! But first went to Daiso to buy stuff for my upcoming nail art competition then we were off to Best Denki and Cannon store cuz Nico wanted to enquire on prices on DSLR cameos..

So was about 5 plus? When I received a message from my boss that I might not have to come work tmrw as the shop was quiet today. LUCKY ME! So thought of meeting you know who- Govan.. at first he said ok but then ..he siad he would be tired.. I understand in the same time felt abit.. abit sad..I sweat was abit okay unlike last time I would end up being grumpy..went home I just layed flat on my sofa without cleanisng off the make up on my face and changing my uniform..about 7 plus.. I saw messages from Govan to call him .. called and said "why you now then calling" so I said.. "err i just woke up? " Guess what he was near my place and wanted to see me for awhile but I was sleeping away, WTF!! Misssed it!!! I MISSED IT! :((

I just don't wanna miss him! How do you stop missing someone???

FYI, Last night had a dream.. okay a nightmare.. that one of his friends kissed me! OMG!! The dream felt so real that when I woke up I could almost smell his perfrume, freaky right??? Gosh!

CURLY WHIRLY

2011-01-06T23:54:00.000+08:00

TAYLOR SWIFT

Beautiful or what?
For those of you who know me well, guess what got me attracted to her??

Yup, HER CURY HAIR!!!!!
I'm so goooooona do this when my hair gets longer and all dolled up!!

So today's work..my legs were getting to me.. getting more and more weak as days pass.. brought home few samples for me to try ;)

Saw that idiot Sashi :P
Kept eating and eating and eating during my breaks like was going through poverty or smtg..

Tomorrow.TRAINING @ Holland Village- yeeeep!

Colleagues told me we get goodie bags and stuff, interesting uh and we get to do roleplay-oh the joy -.-

Gonna head to bed now, gotta rise before the sun does tmrw 0_0

Nights readers!

Another day

2011-01-06T00:38:00.000+08:00

Soo I was suppose to go work yesterday @ Ngee Ann..guess what.. I fell sick! UGH! I couldn't sleep the whole night, so not me!! All the tossing and turning and praying..wonder why I couldn't sleep, was it cuz I drank milo too much?? LOL So visited the clinic.. just to get a M/C I waited almost 3 hours!!!!!!!! GOSH! Came home, I just knocked out and BZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ my phone vibrated on my chest, hahaha thanks to Govan's message.. I've never felt shocked receiving a message! Talked to him with my croaked voice, so ungalm right? Who cares.

My anniversary is coming up and I've some ideas on what to give present him with, hope he likes it..

FYI,

My school is reopening on the 10th of Jan- SAME DATE AS MY ANNIVERSARY!!!!
So bumped!

In the same time, I'm too excited!!!! I can't wait!

Nature's way to Beautiful...

2011-01-04T00:15:00.000+08:00

My first day of work at Body Shop ( Bishan Outlet ),
It did turned out as what I expected, fussy customers.. long hours of standing..GEEEEESH!!!
BUT..BUT! The staff over there..lucky enough..they were really friendly.. helping me out, guiding me..
I learned about the products, the AWESOME products I gotta admit. From head to toe they have everything!! But, I have to memorise every single product benefits and it's prices :/ How clever wasI to go work without basic make-up to work on the 1st day uh? So my manager told me, if i were to appy make-up, I could only use Body shop make-up products, WOOHOO! Sooooooo,that means whenever I come to work I can use their stuff, lotion, make-up and perfumes! I'M LOVIN IT!!! I got my eye on alot of products though!! [Wait for pay HEMAA!]
OH AND...... While I was replenishing stock.. I heard someone calling, "EH PENGUIN" .. as I look infront.. GREAAAAAAAAAAAT!! Govan's friend- Sashi! Thank god he didn't take a picture and that basket wanted to humiliate me!!You are idiot, SASHI! :P HAHA!! Faster buy a gift for you gf!!!

TODAYYYYYY MY DEAR BF DID NOT MSG/CALL ME for the whole day, sooo sad right?
HE IS A WORKALCHOLIC I tell you!!! MISSSING HIM AGAIN!! Argh!

I'm so nervous for this Wed, I've been transferred to NGEE ANN CITY BODY SHOP for a day, :(( I don't even know a single soul down there, hope they're friendly as my outlet *crosses fingers*

WISH ME LUCK!

Twenty eleven!

2011-01-01T01:59:00.001+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!!

After all these years I finally got my New Year kiss

~Weeeeeeee

I just wanna be happy,

2010-12-28T22:10:00.000+08:00

The reason why I have not been updating my blog is, many many...ok many many many many.. BAD THINGS had happned. Like death of my dearest Valli akka. Problems at home. Problems of my own which was too diffcult for me to handle on my own, I wanna thank everyone who was there for me, Govan, Mirah, Nico, Iqa and her gang. Tina, and Vijay. You have no idea how much of weight you guys have lifted off my shoulders. Thank you once again for helping me, you all will definetly be blessed but not me. I've sin.

At home, so who thinks being a elder sister is tough? Haha ouh ouhhh..it's tougher than you think, you gotta be a good example? Sometimes a bitch..You gotta be strict to your younger siblings, why? Just for fun right?? HELL NO, ALL FOR THEIR OWN GOOD! How do we know? Duh! We've experienced bullshit way before them!! Sometimes it's a heartache, sometimes it's a headache most of the time it's my parents whom I pity. I told to myself, If I ever had a child..I'll never be as patient like my dad. Daddy your too good. You always tell me prayers changes things and I will still hold onto that hope.

Enough of ordeals,

It's Christmas!!
Hope everyone's having a jolly good time for Christmas!!
This year my X'mas was the best, I gotta say, played games.. cheering all the way..singing Christmas carols.. ok that I'm kidding. After Christmas with the Paul's, the next day was Christmas at Uncle Joe's house. I only got to spend time with them like less than a hour ..sadly. But but.. just because it was my baby's bday!! DEC 26! I had to rush rush rush..met Shalan.. then we were off to Boon lay..first we went to a pondo nearby his place to set out the candles that I had planned, in the end the wind blew it, like really blew it!!!! So we changed venue to the street soccer court-last thing on my mind, but it worked out! We placed candles in a form that shows "HAPPY 19 GOVAN". So I got my friends to blindfold him and as planned he was really surprised, WEEEE!!!!! So i finally wished him "HAPPY BDAY GOVAN" got my favourite hug and then the boys started their cooking skills on govan.. tomatoe, ketchup sauce.. all the ingredients you could think of!

That night beside him, thank god he did'nt smell of, who knows what!!

Next morning, we woke up only 3 plus! HAHAHA GOD!! I had to clean his place and he helped so did Shalan. Only the 3 of us were home. By then was 6 plus? We went to eat nearby his place cuz I was craving for Indian Food, THOSAI, lol. Went back to his place and I took out the games that I had prepare for Govan. So..Shalan, Pandy, Govan, Siva, Sky and Sharm were involved. We played my new version of "Guess who". Govan's card was the cutest.. I stick the note to his forehead saying "I am a pad" so he had to guess what he is, he can only ask questions that has a reply of YES OR NO. And so he asked.. "can this be eaten", "am I red in colour" and all started giggling.. all whispered..after result yup! Hahaha tell you I had fun watching him! Thank god he sent me home cuz I was so damn late!! Anyway Govan, if you are reading this, hope you had a great time and enjoyed, Once again a very happy Birthday and I love you so much.
Just remember I was 19 before you! HAHAH

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHALU

2010-10-06T23:40:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY TO YOU BABE!!!

SHALU SHALU You've been always
the first one to get my jokes and laughing about it
HAHA
Especially about you know who
"manmadhan"- BLUEK!
Im supadupa glad to have a friend like you
never regretted once getting know you

I wish you all the very very best
Have a blast don't let your PMS get you
like how it got me. Stay hot and beautiful as always
I LOVE YOU!!!

NIMALAN

2010-09-24T01:16:00.001+08:00

A very dear friend of mine.
NIMALAN
Departed on 21 Sept 10'
:'(

You've been a good friend to me.
Always helping overcome bullshit in work
making me laugh.
I will never forget you..

Lastly, Im really sorry couldnt say goodbye to you.

REST IN PEACE

Mizzya.

2010-09-21T01:21:00.000+08:00

I MISS,
YOU!
The way we cuddle up to each other
Teasing you
Messing up your hair
You going, "hemaaaa', love you"
The way you say "so badd"
Your so call jealousy when I talk to him and you say" blablablabla"
Your cute face, err not as cute as mine!
ANDD
I really miss those days where I can see you almost evryday
in high school, oh how I wish I can bring back those days.

Trust me boy, its very hard for me to miss someone
So don't make me stop missing you :P

I love you govan..

Lately alot of people has been asking me
questions..and one of em' was,
how do get our teeth whiter
And I told em,
STRAWBERRIES!
It helps, just brush the fruit against your teeth
Rinse
Spit!!
It has a whitening effect!

I think i'll be posting more beauty tips,
wait for my next bloggin' session for the next tip ;)

Missing home.

2010-09-20T00:30:00.000+08:00

My current addicition,
MONOPOLY DEAL

Haha, mira miraa..cute uh!

Busy fighting cockroaches
Im serious.

My baby's Dhool audition was today and yup they went in :D
But not as BLAZERS, with his school group..(RP)
Estrellaz the name, If Im not wrong.
It's been three nights since I spoke to that little business man
ALWAYS BUSY!
YOU BETTER NOT BE BUSY FOR MY BDAY!!

Was suppose to meet him today, but his audition ended late.:(
So in the evening I had time to excercise
Played badminton with sisters and dad.
You know a little quality time does us good.

AND I WANNA THANK GOD
......CUZ......
We stroke the lottery!!!
1st Prize
1505

4 000 bucks
ZOMG!!!!!

First thing that was on my mind was
MY GRANDPARENTS
in the phillippines
I've always wanted to go back to my hometown!
I miss them!
I miss my treehouse
I miss my family
I miss playing with the little kids down there
I miss hearing the rooster going
CUKLE DOODLE DOO!!
early in the morn
I miss riding the trickshaw
I miss my little pet princess
I miss everything about phillipines!
I just miss the place where I was born.

Welcome Casper!

2010-09-18T00:04:00.000+08:00

TODAYYY;
was a very very .. ermm..
dreadful day??
Summary:
- Lazy senior therapist didnt help us out at all
-We did most of the work, while she snores away.
-Waxing customer~ fucking hairy.. really!! Was like jumanji
right infront of my eyes.
-Had to touched a freaking hairy ver-jay-jay
YES VAGINA! ARGHHH
-Backache
-Tons of threading customers
Can my day be any more worse?
-ANOTHER WAXING CUSTOMER!!!
Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr8!!!
_]_

Another day at work tmrw guys.. feel me.

This is where I work,
CREATIVE BEAUTY SALOON
Creative's new wallpaper that I LOVEEEE!
Cool uh!

HOT SAREE UH?!??!??!
Im gonna get one just like this
different colour maybe?

MEET CASPER!
My advance birthday gift from
VANEETHA
Thank you so much girl!!
Means alot to me!
And yes I DO LOVE CASPER ALOT!!!!!!!

Another henna drawing of mine
That's Sara's hand btw :P

Meet my HOT akka.
Also my boss ;)
My first ever dance teacher too
All dressed up for her brother's wedding dinner.

P.s
Why the fuck am I have a sudden pimple breakout?!?!?
Noooooooooo NOT NOW!!!!!

Better in time

2010-09-14T00:48:00.000+08:00

I need to distress, alot has been happenin.. probs at home..school..work..oh dont get me started with relationships.. just yesterday..I told to the love of my life I didnt want him due to some reasons I dont wish to mention down here..I told him straight in the eye I didnt want him.. and can it get any worse? Yup- I told to his parents too!! Yupyup.. And for the first time, I saw my love cried.. infront of me.. how can I go away when his crying?? HOW? Even then I still hold onto my decision..that I didnt want him.. He maybe the most grumpiest, and when it comes to his TEMPER, Oh jesus! Seriouzzzzzzzzzzzzzllyyy..BYE. BUT BUT BUT, i see innocence in his eyes, I know its lame but it's true.. he has a really soft heart. And when i think of it.. I just couldnt walk away, after all...all his friend..parents and siblings didnt want me to leave him, so how could I? I don't know guys, if Ive made the right decision but..Ive decided to give him one more chance for us to be together, hope it works out by god's grace. A painful time like this means I need some time wit my GFS!!!!!!!!! See those pics? Amirah and Nico, they're my closest..in class we're like the DANGEROUS TRIO-RAWR! Hahaha serious!! Ask anyone! We're always late, always imagining things to ourselves, always laughing..always eating.. I love em to the bits!!!! So sad I couldnt visit them for raye- damn, my work! Haiss, i hope everything falls into place, quickly.

Henna anyone?

2010-09-11T00:33:00.000+08:00

Done by meeeeee on my sis, Priya
Gotta thank Vaneethaaa and her
mum for teaching me this skill
THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!

Also done by muaaaaa;

VANEETHA"s BEAUTIFUL CREATION ON MY HAND!

These two girls who made my time pass
in geylang...BAZZAR!

Alright girls we got our pay,
MAC PALETTE 108 colours?
SHU UMERA?
COTTON ON?
BERSHKA?
Woohooooooooo!!!

My hips dont lie too

2010-09-08T00:37:00.000+08:00

MY IDOL

SHAKIRAAAAAAA
Man, Wish I had hips like you!!

CURRENTS
current mood – Im exhausted!
current music – " Give it up to me" by Shakira
current hair style – Fugly, HAIR GROW FASTER PLEASE!
current crush – No one amazing yet.
current thing I ought to be doing - Preparing my bag, lol
current windows open - IM, Youtube & Windows Media player
current desktop picture – Me !
current book – "The thing" by E.E Richardson.

LOOK AT ME
what colour is your hair – Black but i dyed it more black, lol
have any tattoos - Hmm, nahh
straight hair or curly – Wavy baby
how tall are you – The word tall and me very....F A R .

CURRENTLY WEARING
top – A torn shirt.
trousers - Hush puppies boxers,WOOF!
shoes – Barefoot
necklaces – None
rings – Butterfly ring from DIVA.
bracelets - None

THE LAST’S
last person you hung out with – Sharmilaa, Pandy, Shalan & Sky.
last thing you said out loud – "WHAT LA"
last thing someone said to you – "HEMAAA"
last person you called – Sorna
last person that rang you – Govan
last time you cried – Today.

THE DID’S
did you ever get into a fist fight in school - Yup, 1st week of Nitec days.
did you ever run away from home - NEVER
did you ever want to be a doctor - When I was young and blur.
did you ever do something you regret – YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THE DO’S
do you know how to swim - Of course, everyone should know, its a life saving skill
do you like roller coasters – Not after a visit to BLUE DIAMOND
do you own a bike - Nope.
do you think you’d make a good mum – Hope to be someday

THE HAVE’S
have you ever been on a plane - OF COURSE!
have you ever asked someone out – Haaha nahh
have you ever been to the ocean – No
have you ever gone fishing - A month ago at Punggol jetty
have you ever painted your nails – DUH!
have you ever taken drugs – WTH?! NO?!

THE WHAT’S
what are you listening to – "official girl" by Cassie.
what is the temperature outside - Normal, Windy?
what was the last restaurant you ate at – Sakunthalas? Haaha
what was the last thing you bought – A brand new wallet and a pair of Hot pink ear rings.
what was the last thing you had to drink – Dad made me Milo :)
what are you watching on tv - Was watching, Dreams

THE WHO’S
who was the last person to be kind - Hmm, no one YET
who talked to you on the phone - Govan
who is your current celebrity crush – Jhonny Depp, Jay sean SRK many many more
who was the last person you took picture of – Me and one kiddy customer
who was the last person you said i love you to – Govan.

CRYING SECTION
ever really cried your heart out – Yess
ever cried yourself to sleep – Suckish feeling even sucki-er when you wake up the nesxt day and POOF, your eyebags!
ever cried on your friend’s shoulder - Yea
ever cried over the opposite sex - Unfortunately.
do you cry when you get an injury – Depends how deep isit
do certain songs make you cry – Yeaaa, peeeelingz..
last film that made you cry - Baabul, watch it!!!

HAPPY SECTION

what can make you happy – Random stuff

do you wish you were happier - Nahh im good

is being happy overrated – Maybe?
can music make you happy - At times make you weaker

LOVE SECTION

how many times have you had your heart broken - Lotsa times
has anyone ever loved you so much that they’d die for you – I hate drama.
has anyone ever said ‘i love you’ to you – Yeaa

Late Entry

2010-09-03T23:50:00.000+08:00

Supp readers, Sorry for not updating my blog these past few days, got caught up with school work and more work! Okay so today was a real bummer, I was told the day before, to report to school at 9 a.m for our papers.. got to class in the nick of time and guess what happened, just guesssss.. the paper i studied for was NAT ( Nail Art Technology) ..paper given..BTT, $%^&**&^%!!!! So while doing my paper, was like an immediate flashback to my primary school day, the way i did my Maths papers... BLANK FACE!!!!! I so wasnt't ready for my paper!!! Closed my eyes couple of times hoping to remember, it helped, ABIT? So after my first unexpected paper, had to to do make-up for office students from College east//west and central. Saw the picture above? Yeaa that's my classmate's Nico* make up set, and baby its MAC, SHU UMERA!! <3 Man, i cant wait to buy my own and collect it!

After break, was my real NAT paper (the one i studied till late night- the horror) still I was blank, for the first time after my N' levels Ive never done a paper which is so tough!!!!! LOL

After my paper, was NAT practical, today we learned something new, flower sculpture .. so cool uh! Cant wait to perfect this skill!

August 31 2010
Teacher's Conference @
Ite College West

Seriously Ive never woke up so early in my life, 5am..ermm then i snoozed till 7 am, but still! You know what I mean right?!?! Had to assemble my team members.. okay CCK is HUGEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!! They even have shop and save and at their shelves they sell condoms, hahahha.. safety first, even the school agrees, haahaa! Look at the date, it's teachers day..here I am doing head and shoulder massgae for teachers in CCK ITE, when Im suppose to be at my beloved YCSS & SQPS !! Oh wells, we get extra credits at least, we better!!

Called govan once I was done, he couldn't meet at first but then he called back to tell me he would be fetching me! YAYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!! Me and Amirahh waited for him opposite Yew Tee Lrt, while waiting me and amrah saw few kids having fun under the void deck, and whn i mean fun i dont mean catching or whatever HAAHAA, Mira looked at me and asked "whyyy whenever Im with you i get to see such things" Haahah how would i know!! Govan came he sat down with me and my friend for awhile, we talked..after that we had to leave to Boon Lay.. Seriously I need a full body massage rignt now na na na naaaaaaaaa...

I GOT MY LEGS WAX BAYBEHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

Thanks Nila & Athirahh
<3

Wax & Go Time!

2010-08-30T22:38:00.000+08:00

Dear Bloggy,
After Holidays today was my first day of school.. and I sure wasn't getting excited for it, class started at 9a.m.. what a miracle I came in 15 minutes early...waaaaa! Got seated and my class advisor reminded me that I would have to do my presentation later on, the night before I did the final touch-ups for my presentations and even prepared cue-cards for my group members.. So yea my first class-BTT, Had a new teacher AGAIN, I'm really curious to know why they keep changing my BTT teacher (Beauty therapy treatment).. we had a pop quiz, WOW..what a way to start my day uh! And it was all about the psychological and physiolgical effects of facial massgae..motor ..cranial nerves... wtf, i totally forgot everything after holidays laaaaaaaa, moving on.. presentation.. we had to present our topic which was "Wedding planner" piece of cake! The only catch was .. we had to present a certain amount of slides and talk for 5 minutes! The only thing i could do was DRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGG, haahaaa.. somehow after all my tounge twisting moments i manage to hit 5 minutes, YAY ME!! So did the rest of my groupmates except for one.. So yea after presenting..was like a heavy weight that was lift off my shoulders, seriously!!!! Phewwwwww!!! Hope to pass *cross fingers*.. Then we had one hour break, after the break was time for BTT practical..it was waxing time!!!! Got to be the therapist for today..so yeaa see the pictures and you'll know, enjoy girls!

Haaha, don't wish to expose my model's name!

Hope I pass my Waxing Module..

Post Wax: Used after waxing of leg
Pre Wax( Oil//Cream) : Is before

Hot wax on the left used for underarms
On the right, warm wax used on legs

& this is how a wax tray would look like..

Bingo Baby!!

So after school, went to Sharmila's house..bcuz her little brother was admitted to hospital for some toe injury..it got dislocated due to some fall, and Sharm was telling me he was in alot of pain, poor boy! Felt like seeing him, bought him a ferero rocher" Come on, chocolate always makes us feel better right? Had a nice dinner with a sharm of cuz who sat in one corner and was so focused on food, haahaa :P Later on We played Bingo!! I won the first round, ~weee! And I was just tryna entertain the innocent kids over there..sucha a joy being with em'..as I was about to leave shailaa (sharm's little sister) started hugging me and slowly going down to my chest and started to nibble below my neck, OH MY GAWWWWWWWWWWWWWWDDDD!! And Sharm saw it started to ROFL, thanks ahhhhhhhh! She said " whyyyy thinking of govan anna ahhhhh" SHARM YOU KNOW I HATE BLUSHING!!!!!!!! _|_ HHAHAHHAH!! Alright that's all for today, gotta get ready my tools for tmrw..for Taechers day I have to go ITE CCK, don't ask me why..it involves make-up etc, so yeaa
Good night readers <3

P.s
Pity my love who's spends most of his time on dance work dance work school..
Hema is missing you so f$%^& much!!
You owe me kisses

The twins?

2010-08-29T16:24:00.000+08:00

Okay, so i ACCIDENTALLY deleted all my posts, !@#$%^&*
Had to pester my little sister, Sornaa to help me with it..
I'm still clueless with this blog thingy, gotta get used to it ASAP!
And I'm really really thankful to my little rugrat for helping me
She's sucha naive, beautiful soul.. you guys should know who's sitting
beside me this instant, haaha
I promised lots of peeps that I'll try to start updating my blog
so yaa I"LL TRY!
Thanks Sorna Latha Angelina <3